by Cassie Howard | Nov 19, 2016 | Business Basics |
I used to think I had to hide my imperfections. I had to pretend I was better at things than I actually was. I’ve even held back asking my mastermind sisters for help because I wanted them to think I knew what the fuck I was doing with everything, at all times. I’ve lied. Said I was awesome when I was struggling. Said I was excited when I was scared. My shit is that I want everyone to think I’ve always got my shit together. The truth? I NEVER have my shit together. I never know what the day will hold. I never know if I will get done what I want to get done. I never know if I will hit my goals or fail miserably. I never know how things will go. I thrive in the chaos. I don’t WANT to be organized and know what’s gonna happen next. Truth be told, I enjoy not having my shit together. Because it forces me to be creative and think on my feet. My lack of control gets me into the zone! Chaos + hustle = productivity, baby! But I still For some reason Some really RIDICULOUS reason Don’t like people to think I don’t actually have it all together. (Now you know!) That’s my shit. We all have our shit. The shit that drives us, that works for us, but the shit we try to hide. Because deep down, we just want to be the best we can be, we want others to think we’re perfect, that we have all the answers. But I don’t. You don’t. No...
