by Cassie Howard | May 1, 2017 | Blogging |
It’s so clear to me and everyone around you that right now, you’re ACTING tough, but you’re the furthest thing from it. You’re running scared and you fucking KNOW IT, you just won’t allow yourself to admit it because then you’d have to admit it, right? Because what I can see – Based on what you’re posting all over Facebook, what I’ve heard you say to me and others, on the decisions you’ve been making lately – Is that you actually want more than what you have, but you’re too damn SCARED to actually ask for it because you’re terrified that you might not get it, instead of using that fear as FUEL to your fire.. Or that you’ll seem materialistic… Or that you will appear “crazy”… Or that you WILL get it and it will make your life WORSE somehow (say whaaaat?)… Or that others will judge you… So you sit there and you play it safe, and you SAY you’re going all in, you SAY you’re going after what you want, and you may even BELIEVE that you are (and that’s really the sad part), but if you stop for just one second.. And you REALLY think about it…. are you? Going after what you truly want, I mean? Are you really doing EVERYTHING you can to help you get it? Or are you just SAYING that you want it, thinking about it, journaling on it, telling others about it, maybe even deep inside of you BELIEVING that it’s already yours… but then actually DOING the bare minimum to get it? Because here’s what I can see, and...
