This morning I woke up feeling grateful that I was in my own bed, in my own room, in my own house.
I even woke up at my usual time! Only today, I something felt different. I, myself, felt different.
So I did what I always do, and picked up my journal, and let it all out.
And it seems as though I am elevating to a new level. My whole identity, everything I’ve resonated with for ages now, is changing.
I even have appointments booked to change my APPEARANCE. (Oh shit!)
All I know is.. next-level Cassie is emerging. She’s about to come through.
I’ve been feeling this for awhile now. Months and months where I knew that next-level me was about to show up to the party and make herself known. I’ve journaled on it, meditated on it, dreamt about it…
But nothing much came from it in the physical form.
Yet I stayed the course.
I continued to dig into this new version of me and try to identify how to bring her to life.
This morning, I knew - it was time. Now.
And as I did a short (2 minute) meditation on it, I got a pretty clear smack-in-the-face kind of message - perhaps it’s a message that YOU need to hear as well?
The message was this –
SUCCESS IS AVAILABLE TO YOU AT ANY TIME.
And then, as if next-level me was yelling at current me, I heard –
STOP BEING SUCH A BABY ABOUT IT.
Damn. Next-level Cassie ain’t fucking around.
I guess it’s true that I’ve kinda been a big baby around it. Success, that is - or at least my version of it. I’ve been making it hard, setting goals that others deem are impossible, and I guess deep down I’ve been believing them.
And I’ve been doing the work, don’t get me wrong! When I set a goal, I do the motherfucking work to get there!
But..
I’ve just been doing things I suppose I THOUGHT that I needed to do to get there, getting all caught up in my emotions, that I forgot the most important part of manefestation:
Just fucking decide. Believe. And act accordingly.
Well shit. Of course I haven’t been able to step into next-level me - I’ve been seeing that as too hard! Too scary! What will people THINK?!
Maybe you’ve felt this way too.. that your big dreams, your next level.. is too much. Sometimes you think you’ve gone a bit crazy with the kind of things you’re dreaming of!
But you feel in your soul that you’re made for this –
You were born to impact the world with your work, make incredible money doing do, and living a life that is fun and joyful every freakin’ day!…
And you know this.
You feel this.
You even BELIEVE this, if you were honest with yourself.
You KNOW that you were meant for more than you’re experiencing now.
Yet it just feels so hard, doesn’t it? It feels so off in the distant future! So far away!
So every day you show up a little less enthusiastic about what you’re doing. You’re a little less joyful. You’re a little more SCARED.
What IF it doesn’t happen?
What IF you fail and people laugh at you?
What IF you really are as crazy as you’ve been told you are?
The fears run through your head all day. And as you watch others experience the success you aspire to experience yourself, you wonder –
Why her? Why not me? What does she have that I don’t?
And so you sulk. You get frustrated. You threaten (to yourself) that you’ll quit if things don’t get better.
Knowing full well that you never will (quit, that is). Because you were born for this!
So the question is, then:
When are you going to allow yourself to experience the success you so desperately seek?
When will you allow yourself to have it all?
Next-level you, living your next-level life, is ready for you any time - as soon as you stop being such a baby about it, and just let it HAPPEN.
Don’t forget –
You really can be, do and have EVERYTHING you want. Say YES to you and take action now!
xx,
Cassie